Archive for the 'Darkwave All Living Fear' Category
No Fear
December 2nd, 2008
http://www.realcoachingradio.com If there was no fear, what would you do? . realcoachingradio.com
Duration : 7 min 43 sec
Fear
December 2nd, 2008
Over coming the number one business killer in america today! Fear of success
Duration : 9 min 26 sec
fear
December 2nd, 2008
fear
Duration : 2 min 29 sec
FEAR
December 2nd, 2008
Fear E3 2007
Duration : 2 min 53 sec
Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble of Shadows ~ To A Loyal Friend
October 14th, 2008
A song (featuring lyrics) by the darkwave band, Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble Of Shadows. The featured song was recorded, written, and composed by Anna-Varney Cantodea, and published by Apocalyptic Vision Records of the Trisol Music Group-GmbH. Said song is featured on the album(s), “The Inexperienced Spiral Traveller” (released in 1997), as well as the 2004 and 2008 re-released albums of the same name.
Most Images and photography were taken by and are property of Anna-Varney Cantodea, and Apocalyptic Vision records (others are taken from various, anonymous websites on the internet). This video was compiled with Windows Movie Maker, a program owned by the Microsoft Corporation.
This video is owned and operated fully, and was compiled by Rowenn, from the website;
“http://www.myspace.com/unduberbringerdeslicht/”. to contact Rowenn, you may send an email via “rowenn777@yahoo.com”
The lyrics are as follows:
Once there was a time
when the conquest of
pain was all that I
could hope for, had
been my only aim.
Happiness or joy: merely
“unwords” without meaning;
they were unwanted
anyway, as surely out of place…
All I wanted was the
voices to be silent;
a brief moment in the
dark, in loneliness and chill.
How I wished my mind
could escape the carnal dungeon
that was flying silently
through space while
I lay gagged and chained within!
La! (~59x)
Today my view -strangely increased- it is beyond compare, but nothing became easier;
I’m still struggling to be free.
A thousand different things
dare to appear before my eyes
now; they come and leave
untouched, because still I cannot see!
In true darkness there’s
no choice than do discover
the uselessness of eyes,
giving birth from their own despair.
Here eyes can nothing but
decay and if I fail and do
identify myself with them
then their destiny I’ll share!
You are with me all the time… All. The. Time! So very unreasonable
had been my fear… How could
I ever believe that I might
be loosing you when forever
we’re connected and you
are part of me?
It’s your omnipresence that defines
the way in which I do
exist, forcefully leading
me back to where I do belong;
opening my eyes to see
the true essence of my
being, by dissolving
the distractions of the
outer world!
In the loneliness
of the pain you bring the
isolation of my soul guarantees
the maintenance of the only
thing that I know: my
natural and obvious differency!
Beloved old friend and life-time
companion without you to
nothing I would fall. Your
power pervades me and lies
me low, but at the same time
a new strength is born in
my soul…
Beloved old friend, and Bringer of Sadness. Shadow-like cloak, -almost matter-so real… You slip right through me, like I was merely membrane; my feeling so ambivalent when my wounds refuse to heal!
In a universe of change
and continuous movement,
I am counting on you
since I know you shall last.
Being my darkness and
the basis of splendor;
light-giving background
as most fertile past. You
“trance-formation”, source
of understanding, - you are
the power that is pulling
me down. Whenever
a lightness seeks to carry
me away you connect
me safely to the ground.
You chill of my winter,
eternal Saturn-sphere…
Petrified and frozen
with a logic cold as ice
I walk through the
world, look in surprise
at the “living” without
being able to share
their strange delight!
Beloved old friend, and Bringer of Sadness. Shadow-like cloak, -almost matter-so real… You slip right through me, like I was merely membrane; my feeling so ambivalent when my wounds refuse to heal!
Duration : 0:7:4
Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble of Shadows ~ To A Loyal Friend
October 14th, 2008
A song (featuring lyrics) by the darkwave band, Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble Of Shadows. The featured song was recorded, written, and composed by Anna-Varney Cantodea, and published by Apocalyptic Vision Records of the Trisol Music Group-GmbH. Said song is featured on the album(s), “The Inexperienced Spiral Traveller” (released in 1997), as well as the 2004 and 2008 re-released albums of the same name.
Most Images and photography were taken by and are property of Anna-Varney Cantodea, and Apocalyptic Vision records (others are taken from various, anonymous websites on the internet). This video was compiled with Windows Movie Maker, a program owned by the Microsoft Corporation.
This video is owned and operated fully, and was compiled by Rowenn, from the website;
“http://www.myspace.com/unduberbringerdeslicht/”. to contact Rowenn, you may send an email via “rowenn777@yahoo.com”
The lyrics are as follows:
Once there was a time
when the conquest of
pain was all that I
could hope for, had
been my only aim.
Happiness or joy: merely
“unwords” without meaning;
they were unwanted
anyway, as surely out of place…
All I wanted was the
voices to be silent;
a brief moment in the
dark, in loneliness and chill.
How I wished my mind
could escape the carnal dungeon
that was flying silently
through space while
I lay gagged and chained within!
La! (~59x)
Today my view -strangely increased- it is beyond compare, but nothing became easier;
I’m still struggling to be free.
A thousand different things
dare to appear before my eyes
now; they come and leave
untouched, because still I cannot see!
In true darkness there’s
no choice than do discover
the uselessness of eyes,
giving birth from their own despair.
Here eyes can nothing but
decay and if I fail and do
identify myself with them
then their destiny I’ll share!
You are with me all the time… All. The. Time! So very unreasonable
had been my fear… How could
I ever believe that I might
be loosing you when forever
we’re connected and you
are part of me?
It’s your omnipresence that defines
the way in which I do
exist, forcefully leading
me back to where I do belong;
opening my eyes to see
the true essence of my
being, by dissolving
the distractions of the
outer world!
In the loneliness
of the pain you bring the
isolation of my soul guarantees
the maintenance of the only
thing that I know: my
natural and obvious differency!
Beloved old friend and life-time
companion without you to
nothing I would fall. Your
power pervades me and lies
me low, but at the same time
a new strength is born in
my soul…
Beloved old friend, and Bringer of Sadness. Shadow-like cloak, -almost matter-so real… You slip right through me, like I was merely membrane; my feeling so ambivalent when my wounds refuse to heal!
In a universe of change
and continuous movement,
I am counting on you
since I know you shall last.
Being my darkness and
the basis of splendor;
light-giving background
as most fertile past. You
“trance-formation”, source
of understanding, - you are
the power that is pulling
me down. Whenever
a lightness seeks to carry
me away you connect
me safely to the ground.
You chill of my winter,
eternal Saturn-sphere…
Petrified and frozen
with a logic cold as ice
I walk through the
world, look in surprise
at the “living” without
being able to share
their strange delight!
Beloved old friend, and Bringer of Sadness. Shadow-like cloak, -almost matter-so real… You slip right through me, like I was merely membrane; my feeling so ambivalent when my wounds refuse to heal!
Duration : 0:7:4
Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble of Shadows ~ To A Loyal Friend
October 14th, 2008
A song (featuring lyrics) by the darkwave band, Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble Of Shadows. The featured song was recorded, written, and composed by Anna-Varney Cantodea, and published by Apocalyptic Vision Records of the Trisol Music Group-GmbH. Said song is featured on the album(s), “The Inexperienced Spiral Traveller” (released in 1997), as well as the 2004 and 2008 re-released albums of the same name.
Most Images and photography were taken by and are property of Anna-Varney Cantodea, and Apocalyptic Vision records (others are taken from various, anonymous websites on the internet). This video was compiled with Windows Movie Maker, a program owned by the Microsoft Corporation.
This video is owned and operated fully, and was compiled by Rowenn, from the website;
“http://www.myspace.com/unduberbringerdeslicht/”. to contact Rowenn, you may send an email via “rowenn777@yahoo.com”
The lyrics are as follows:
Once there was a time
when the conquest of
pain was all that I
could hope for, had
been my only aim.
Happiness or joy: merely
“unwords” without meaning;
they were unwanted
anyway, as surely out of place…
All I wanted was the
voices to be silent;
a brief moment in the
dark, in loneliness and chill.
How I wished my mind
could escape the carnal dungeon
that was flying silently
through space while
I lay gagged and chained within!
La! (~59x)
Today my view -strangely increased- it is beyond compare, but nothing became easier;
I’m still struggling to be free.
A thousand different things
dare to appear before my eyes
now; they come and leave
untouched, because still I cannot see!
In true darkness there’s
no choice than do discover
the uselessness of eyes,
giving birth from their own despair.
Here eyes can nothing but
decay and if I fail and do
identify myself with them
then their destiny I’ll share!
You are with me all the time… All. The. Time! So very unreasonable
had been my fear… How could
I ever believe that I might
be loosing you when forever
we’re connected and you
are part of me?
It’s your omnipresence that defines
the way in which I do
exist, forcefully leading
me back to where I do belong;
opening my eyes to see
the true essence of my
being, by dissolving
the distractions of the
outer world!
In the loneliness
of the pain you bring the
isolation of my soul guarantees
the maintenance of the only
thing that I know: my
natural and obvious differency!
Beloved old friend and life-time
companion without you to
nothing I would fall. Your
power pervades me and lies
me low, but at the same time
a new strength is born in
my soul…
Beloved old friend, and Bringer of Sadness. Shadow-like cloak, -almost matter-so real… You slip right through me, like I was merely membrane; my feeling so ambivalent when my wounds refuse to heal!
In a universe of change
and continuous movement,
I am counting on you
since I know you shall last.
Being my darkness and
the basis of splendor;
light-giving background
as most fertile past. You
“trance-formation”, source
of understanding, - you are
the power that is pulling
me down. Whenever
a lightness seeks to carry
me away you connect
me safely to the ground.
You chill of my winter,
eternal Saturn-sphere…
Petrified and frozen
with a logic cold as ice
I walk through the
world, look in surprise
at the “living” without
being able to share
their strange delight!
Beloved old friend, and Bringer of Sadness. Shadow-like cloak, -almost matter-so real… You slip right through me, like I was merely membrane; my feeling so ambivalent when my wounds refuse to heal!
Duration : 0:7:4
Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble of Shadows ~ To A Loyal Friend
October 14th, 2008
A song (featuring lyrics) by the darkwave band, Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble Of Shadows. The featured song was recorded, written, and composed by Anna-Varney Cantodea, and published by Apocalyptic Vision Records of the Trisol Music Group-GmbH. Said song is featured on the album(s), “The Inexperienced Spiral Traveller” (released in 1997), as well as the 2004 and 2008 re-released albums of the same name.
Most Images and photography were taken by and are property of Anna-Varney Cantodea, and Apocalyptic Vision records (others are taken from various, anonymous websites on the internet). This video was compiled with Windows Movie Maker, a program owned by the Microsoft Corporation.
This video is owned and operated fully, and was compiled by Rowenn, from the website;
“http://www.myspace.com/unduberbringerdeslicht/”. to contact Rowenn, you may send an email via “rowenn777@yahoo.com”
The lyrics are as follows:
Once there was a time
when the conquest of
pain was all that I
could hope for, had
been my only aim.
Happiness or joy: merely
“unwords” without meaning;
they were unwanted
anyway, as surely out of place…
All I wanted was the
voices to be silent;
a brief moment in the
dark, in loneliness and chill.
How I wished my mind
could escape the carnal dungeon
that was flying silently
through space while
I lay gagged and chained within!
La! (~59x)
Today my view -strangely increased- it is beyond compare, but nothing became easier;
I’m still struggling to be free.
A thousand different things
dare to appear before my eyes
now; they come and leave
untouched, because still I cannot see!
In true darkness there’s
no choice than do discover
the uselessness of eyes,
giving birth from their own despair.
Here eyes can nothing but
decay and if I fail and do
identify myself with them
then their destiny I’ll share!
You are with me all the time… All. The. Time! So very unreasonable
had been my fear… How could
I ever believe that I might
be loosing you when forever
we’re connected and you
are part of me?
It’s your omnipresence that defines
the way in which I do
exist, forcefully leading
me back to where I do belong;
opening my eyes to see
the true essence of my
being, by dissolving
the distractions of the
outer world!
In the loneliness
of the pain you bring the
isolation of my soul guarantees
the maintenance of the only
thing that I know: my
natural and obvious differency!
Beloved old friend and life-time
companion without you to
nothing I would fall. Your
power pervades me and lies
me low, but at the same time
a new strength is born in
my soul…
Beloved old friend, and Bringer of Sadness. Shadow-like cloak, -almost matter-so real… You slip right through me, like I was merely membrane; my feeling so ambivalent when my wounds refuse to heal!
In a universe of change
and continuous movement,
I am counting on you
since I know you shall last.
Being my darkness and
the basis of splendor;
light-giving background
as most fertile past. You
“trance-formation”, source
of understanding, - you are
the power that is pulling
me down. Whenever
a lightness seeks to carry
me away you connect
me safely to the ground.
You chill of my winter,
eternal Saturn-sphere…
Petrified and frozen
with a logic cold as ice
I walk through the
world, look in surprise
at the “living” without
being able to share
their strange delight!
Beloved old friend, and Bringer of Sadness. Shadow-like cloak, -almost matter-so real… You slip right through me, like I was merely membrane; my feeling so ambivalent when my wounds refuse to heal!
Duration : 0:7:4
Agonoize - Suizid
October 14th, 2008
Dieses Video ist keine Aufforderung zum Selbstmord!!!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/57742909@N00/sets/72157603342393321/
The translation is maybe wrong, but who cares:
In my thoughts I am already dead
An agonized mind freed from its misery
Already 1000 times I thought if it will be easier
I had rather killed myself
I know that this is gutless
My head is acting out what not happend yet
Overpowered by fear on the way to finiteness
The blade stripes softly my artery
Refr.:
Suicide suicide
I retreat cowardly — crushed by life
To weak for this world — there is nothing to hold on
Suicide suicide suicide
Deep dark blackness has shrouded my mind
Just like my living power leaves my body
In panic I try to get up
I will kneel in humbleness for the last time
Damned I think I’m not ready for it
Is life holding nothing to me?
So near to the end is not the way the aim anymore
The last breath of air amplifies my doubts
Refr…
Released from agonie - It is my own choice
Give me time - I’m not ready to it
I’m not get along with it - it is nothing like it was once
Duration : 0:4:12
Hocico - Born to Be (Hated) - Original Odium
October 14th, 2008
Since the day I came to this world
I’m the so called fallen
I’m just a nail, nailed in the soul
Hurting their weak side
Collective thoughts of rage and aggression
My words defy their culture of fear
I’m a breathing offense for their nature
I know I’m fated to be against them
From all the pleasures my fave one comes
My loud laughter will be always heard
Hateful by nature, loathsome
I’m the incarnation of ancient rancors
Violent dreams of a once-caged bird
Stupid white men detest my roots
And I won’t drown in my own blood
Look in my eyes now you see clear
A contradiction that brings the tears
A wild impulse waits for its time
I thank this anger for keeping me alive
I was born to be hated
‘Cause I’ll never be a part of their dirt
That’s why I was born to be hated
Offenses are vain, every word’s the same
That’s why I was born to be hated
‘Cause I represent just all that they fear
Chaos, all this is just vicious
I won’t die for what a head says,
Bastard pleasures
Legions living for obsession
Of those mad dogs licking ,
Bastard pleasures
Does this face offend you?
Does this skin offend you?
I hope they do ’cause that’s
What I’m here for
I was born to be hated
‘Cause I’ll never be a part of their dirt
That’s why I was born to be hated
Offenses are vain, every word’s the same
That’s why I was born to be hated
‘Cause I represent just all that they fear
That’s why I was born to be hated
Disease of this age, I’m the hated race
Duration : 0:6:4